I got rid of all of our old pictures on my phone tonight. It was really weird looking at them after so long. I always thought we used to look so good together, and to an extent I still do I suppose. But now every memory we made is no longer at my finger tips. And I’ll never see your lips on mine again, or my arms around you. I won’t see you smile at me like you used to ever again. It didn’t feel as good as I thought it would, deleting you. To be honest I wanted them back as soon as they were gone. Its been 7 months and I’ve come to the conclusion that no matter what, a little bit of me is gonna want you. I’ve come to terms with that. But now I move on, now I stay better. And when I see you I’ll stay emotionless, simply because I understand that you are very much done with me. This is my last year of high school, my last year in this state. And with you, I will associate this whole town, and some of my best memories. But now I must put them in a spot in the back of my head and make room for new great ones. I will be happy again, I am pretty much 100% back to my old self. I’ll do great things, and be with great people, like you. As always, if you ever find yourself reading this, I’m always here to chat with.I hope you’re happy with him, and happy with your life. And I wish you nothing but the best in the future. I’m doing what you did a long time ago, I’m moving forward.
"We gotta start teaching our daughters to be somebodies instead of somebody’s."
– Kifah Shah (via lazyteen)
"I just want you to know that you’re very special… and the only reason I’m telling you is that I don’t know if anyone else ever has."
– Stephen Chbosky, The Perks of Being a Wallflower (via feellng)